i am empty
in a non-buddhist way
my energies have gone
to the four directions

the river
never returns
to its source

i have always been empty
and i have always been filled

i must re member
i am not the source

i have overfed my ego
it sits slumped
on a couch
of its own making

it is now time
to call on the goddess

must i engender
divinity?